星期四, 十月 19, 2006 . 10/19/2006 10:21:00 下午
Sad.After like 2 days of 10-7 studying, I feel like I'm all drained for anymore battle already. My marks for the various papers done are getting from bad to worse. I feel like I'm not only on my downward sloping portion of my performance curve but I'm reaching a recession or worse a trough soon enough. Hais.
1) SMU double degree/major in Economics and Political Science.
2) NUS majoring in Economics.
3) NTU combined major in Mathematics and Economics.
And so you see, those are my top few choices coming next march/april when results will decide where I go. For now, I see myself nowhere there, maybe except in some ulu engineering faculty most likely with grades like BCC again.
I really really want to score well. And I mean just AAA .. ok not just.. its already very good. Really, its either AAA or no more Political Science for me.. hais, i really want to do political science badly.
and worse come worse... don't talk about econs anymore if im not gonna get an A for econs .. which i don't see that coming... i mean that A. its like from my best to my worse subject.. what can u expect.. my darling econs is worse than my FM ???!! oh man.
and ok, so i've done my calculations:
I've to jump an average of 2 grades per subject except Maths, 1, to desired grades.
A A A A B3
A A A B B3
ok worse come worse A A B B B4
please.
for that, study!
星期三, 十月 11, 2006 . 10/11/2006 11:13:00 下午
终于，终于，终于 填满 24 件事了。（：这就是我42岁前想做得24件事
Not in order of importance.
1) 在21岁生日游东京迪斯尼乐园
2) 学韩、布拉格语
3) 考跆拳道黑带
4) 骑脚车上大陆
5) 背包旅游欧洲
6) 拥有自己的小型车
7) 去朝鲜
8) 去 koryo 学习当艺妓
9) 当兼职 DJ
10) 住在一间自己设计的HDB Mansionette
11) 到 London School of Economics 念经济硕士学位
12) 在布拉格住一段日子
13) 一份联合国的教书工作~到贫穷国家教小孩儿念书
14) 出一本散文集
15) 裸泳 + nude tanning. (hah)
16) 参加一次的 trilaton
17) 开一间 country 式的咖啡座，与之心人分享自己喜欢的书籍，音乐即展览到各国所拍摄的照片。咖啡座除了要收买香浓的咖啡以外，还要每天现成烘制美味的甜甜圈和蛋糕等点心。这当然也 implies that 要在42岁之前学会泡咖啡及做糕点。 :)
18) 学会 salsa，泰拳及烹饪
19) 当一次第三者 （这有点坏，我知道）
20) 念 philosophy
21) 说声对不起
22) 消失，完全的消失一次
23) 和心爱的你 dance to 小野丽莎的 la vie en rose.
24) 找到与我志同道合的你